http://www.panos.co.uk/stories/2-13-1595-2089/Robin-Hammond/Inside-Mugabes-Zimbabwe/#
I find myself often returning to this website,and, in particular, this photo-essay. Here, in Tanzania, a number of the Zimbabwean diaspora have lived for many years and so the continuing 'Zim' story is a regular part of life here . My fiance was born and grew up in Zimbabwe, but lost his passport, family farm, citizenship and rights in 2001. The last time we went back was in 2010, his first trip back since he left and a visit of many mixed emotions for him. I remember Zim in the early 90s, we used to go there because - unlike northern Botswana - you could buy almost anything you wanted and the country was thriving.
Now we usually only hear of Mugabe's exploits and general state of "madness". What this photo essay does is show all too well what its really like to live there now for your average Zimbabwean, beyond the headlines of its leaders and crazy statements. And we still hear of the horrors of land 'walk-ons', attacks and deaths...I don't think they reach the international news, but they still happen.
These words make me want to weep:
"Together with millions of my countrymen, I wept for joy as he raised our flag for the first time on 18 April 1980, and proclaimed to white, black and brown Zimbabweans: "Today we are bound together as one nation." Freedom tasted sweet and he inspired us to believe in a bright tomorrow – with health, education and housing for all. For many years after independence, Mugabe was the western world’s African darling. They feted him, showered him with honorary degrees, fed his ego with awards and his coffers with bilateral aid. So mesmeric was he, that his genocide of an estimated 20,000 people in Matabeleland in the early 80s was dismissed as an inconvenient truth. Over the past 10 years - the weary, barren years of my exile - I have wept again: but never for joy. " Wilf Mbanga, Editor, The Zimbabwean